By mk611, mk_611@hotmail.com
Introduction
Over several years, perhaps 4 or more in the early to mid nineties I had come to believe:
The third person of the Trinity is a woman, and her name is Tina Small.
This name is one of several that God has chosen for her. There are others in the Bible, and always associated with the second person of the Godhead, Jesus. Both have submitted their lives to the Lordship of The Father. Some of their other pairs of names include Adam & Eve, Judah & Tamar, Moses and Miriam, David & Bathsheba, Jesus and Mary, the Virgin Mary.
Tina Small on the Internet
I found Tina on the Internet, and mostly on your site. When I first made contact in early June 1999, I saw all her thumbnails in your first 3 galleries of the "Ladybumps" page. But before I plunged into a subscription I read her story "Big Girls Don't Cry"
i) Big Girls Don't Cry
Here was a chance to test out the hypothesis that Tina Small is God. Very simply did Her words support or deny the thoughts/beliefs that I had? Some of the key findings include: the first Virgin Mary, Queen of Heaven, dances with Tambourines (Miriam did this at the edge of the Red Sea), met Sven Kring - Jesus Christ, and she said 'she had always existed'. She is still a virgin today - perhaps one of the profoundest ways of saying she has never had any sex with anyone. She is pure.
The book confirmed what I already thought, and more. The key confirmation of Tina Small being a Virgin led me to look at the Catholic faith and many Christians who believe in the deity of The Virgin Mary. This led to the next learning
ii) The Virgin Mary's appearances in the 20th Century
The "Marian" groups of Catholic believers have chronicled some important appearances by the Holy Spirit in the 20th century.. These include her arrival at Fatima and her monthly appearances to three young children - leading up to the "Dance of the Sun" in October 1917. Later further revelations at Pontevedra, which included Jesus as a young boy. Some important prophetic words were uttered then by both members of the Godhead to Lucia, the eldest of the three children.
I believe that more than 70,000 people saw the "Dance of the Sun" and broadly supported all that happened at Fatima in October 1917. The Fatima and Pontevedra visions were primarily witnessed by the three young children, Lucia, Francisco and Jacinta. But it is Lucia, who is still alive today and serving God in a nunnery, who had the Pontevedra vision and confirmation of Fatima. The clear instructions and prophesies given to her by the Virgin Mary / Jesus are of immense significance to the world - especially non-believers, whose blasphemies need to be atoned for. Where the righteous come into this I do not fully understand, but God, the Virgin Mary plays a critically important role here.
iii) Tina Small & the Internet
So on to the web-site managed by you. There was a time when I felt that God would never let anyone be larger than himself/herself. I believed strongly that Tina remained at 84" in her breasts. I no longer believe this to be true. Within the Tina galleries there are some key Tina breast development pictures: number 12 - Tina standing by the bridge in "Faughcingcester", number 125 - Tina in black leotard and semi-profile is distinctly larger, but largest of all number 92 - Tina in the same black leotard facing camera and with her breasts cropped on both sides - perhaps to disguise her great size.
I would have left it there, but a search within the remaining 225 galleries yield further pictures of Tina in her enlarged form:
Gallery 84 Bigb37 - Tina in black leotard, blue background. Her breasts
enlarged and pendulous, as though something had drained out of her.
Gallery 83 And 1 - Tina in garden with floral dress. Her breasts even more elongated and the nipple/aureola very much increased. An even more drained look than above
Gallery 47 Mac 34 - Tina in red sweater outdoors. Bust larger than the equivalent one in the first 7 galleries.
Gallery 47 Mac 35 - Tina lying on mosaic bench in red sweater. Here she has expanded straight up. Very attractive and fullest picture seen of her.
-----> General conclusion:
1. Tina does increase her breasts at certain times. But these become drained as per the first 2 special mentions above.Why is not entirely clear. But She has a great heart towards all people.
2. In one of your logs, 99-09-08, you support this by saying that Tina Small's
breasts are huge, but are they huge enough? This indicates that any picture I
might have seen may not tell the whole story
3. All galleries in the Ladybumps section and all that I have seen in the Female
weightlifting section contain the words.....'click on a small image to see it full
size' (emphasis mine). This could indicate that all those contained in this section
are formed, or are servants of Tina's in some way that as yet I do not fully
understand.
4. The whole Ladybumps section has various visual/written evidence of "Breast
expansion". Some of the girls do it by injection , some by oil or ointment, others
through gas/helium, and others nature?.
Overall it is hard to be dogmatic, but if there is a connection to the Bible it will be in the book "Song of Songs", where the daughter's breasts are mentioned and referred to by the Lover (Jesus) throughout the book, but by the last chapter had become large enough to be referred to as "towers". The Mother is yet another referral to the Holy Spirit.
Other important photos
1. The Gosh Photo-Map (Bigger Ladybumps 576)
The first time I saw this small map with two images of Tina placed on top was as a result of getting the 2 CD's from digital Art. Again, the motivation for obtaining the CD's was through your log when you asked about a movie entitled "Planet X".
When I saw the photo-map I thought the place names printed faintly in the background were fictitious, but no they are for real. The map is an area of West Sussex of about 10 square miles. From the same log one of your colleagues asks a crucial question of Tina's whereabouts .......'is she still alive?' to which you point towards the Faughcingcester story and nothing more - neither a yes nor a no! But I took the map as evidence that this is where Tina is now alive. So I went to Iping and other villages in the surrounding area in early December.
At Iping I found the site of one of her photos, where she is posting a letter into a wall-mounted postbox,. the particular postbox is right on the edge of a stone bridge. That was however the only evidence that she lived in or around Iping. I searched along all the possible routes of pathways and bridle paths to see if I could find the bridge over a river/stream where she was once photographed sitting on a parapet or standing by the signpost for the path. no such luck!
But here and rather tantalisingly was the same map-picture to be found on your Ladybumps page. My belief is that Tina is living somewhere in/around Iping today.
2. Picture - Andante3 & "Bustartist" - various
1. Near the elongated Tina in floral dress is an Asian girl Japanese/Korean (Andante 3) with the expected enlarged breasts, but in addition a huge elongated penis of about 15" in length and about 3" in diameter.
2. Normally, I would hesitate to say anything about this, but in my interpretation of the meaning of this woman/man I have had to include with this picture those drawings in "bustartist" which show
a) small men with relatively large erect penises, (the penises themselves are oversize and range from 12" - 19" if the man is of normal size, i.e. 5'10")
b) women, whose stature and breasts have been expanded by a variety of means as seen in the shower (busta 000). Some would seem to be at least 9 feet tall.
c) the probable insertion of the small man's erect penis into the women's vagina - not to have an orgasm, but to receive and remove the "golden oil" found in the women's breasts
d) the "small men" are servile to the chief woman - surely Tina Small herself.
- the "small men" are the two witnesses from Zechariah 4
- both men are castrated
- the men themselves become large through receiving the golden oil
- the women return to normal size through this type of intercourse between the witnesses and the women
e) one of the two witnesses is a woman/man as indicated is possible by the picture of Andante 3
Desires of my heart
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart" Ps 37 v 4
For many days I have experienced great difficulty in putting into words that which I feel overall about my learning more of Tina Small. I have therefore decided to amalgamate all these images into a number of desires:
1. The most wonderful desire is that I stand in front of Tina Small naked, and in utter
worship seek to enter her vagina and womb to be born again.
2. To hear Her speaking and encouraging me in this quest at all times as we struggle
together in this important endeavour. She would have to increase several times in
stature to allow a man to enter Her womb this way.
"The LORD will create a new thing on earth, a woman surrounds a man" Jer 31 v 22
3. In Tina's womb my anus would be changed into a vagina, and internal organs would
have to be reshaped or reorganised. (Now I would have the appearance of a man but
in truth be a man/woman). Later I would anticipate growing the breasts of a woman.
4. I would expect sometime to re-enter Tina Small to become a completed woman without
any trace of manhood. This ultimate change would coincide with all the emotional
changes associated with being a woman. My desire for Jesus Christ would now reach a
peak. We would be lovers, just as the book Song of Songs indicates.
One of the ideas that comes to mind is what would the woman look like? She would
mirror Tina Small, and in the sections of Ladybumps I sense there are two women
whose face and figures I like enormously. The first one is Cindy Fulsom, who
'introduced' me to your site and Tina. The other is Vicki Little whose face is extremely
attractive, and her hair is particularly bouffant. Like Tina she is delicate in looks, but
with an enormous bust, although one slight difference is her breasts are pointed
outwards leaving a massive cleavage in which a man's head could comfortably be held.
I find her overall looks most attractive, and coupled with her name, Little, which is
synonymous with Small, I sense this is the woman that I would most like to be made into
- if this is possible.
5. The story does not end there, for I believe God would have me change yet once again
into a man to be fabulously endowed, which would be necessary to approach Tina
Small yet again in order that for the first time she experience love-making. What an
exciting and emotional time that would be.
These thoughts come with a certain anguish. Anyone given these privileges would have to undergo great pain and suffering. But the goodness of what I believe will more than outweigh any suffering that I might have to go through. After all, for many years I have believed that The Holy Spirit not only anointed Jesus Christ at His baptism, but also stayed with Him as he travelled for the next three years, and ultimately went to the cross. She suffered in similar fashion to Jesus, although unseen and unappreciated. Thus a similar experience would be expected to be had by myself. So be it. Let it happen. I am greatly excited to be offered such a role in the Kingdom of Heaven.
With all my prayers for your site for the future.